i look at her and feel so much love. it scares me, i feel like i would die if anything happened to her.
i have a month before i have to start looking for work and have very mixed feelings about this. i'm looking forward to having some money to buy her more stuff. she doesn't go without at all, but i'm itching to go shopping and go a little crazy with the cuteness of baby gear. i also need clothes for myself that are non maternity! my pre-pregnant body is not completely back yet so i can't fit into my old clothes. having some adult time will be nice too. but, i also know that i'll miss her like crazy and it will be VERY difficult to leave her in daycare.
i'm in an off phase with internet writing. this happens periodically. i've not been posting much anywhere for a couple of months.
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