still very tired.
can't shake this depression.
should be happy to be over 7 months pregnant.
always wanted my own family.
just.
so.
sad.
lonely.
i would be on anti depressants if i wasn't pregnant.
usually am.
don't care if dr's say some are safe for babies.
don't believe it.
blind date stirred some things up.
not sure i like it.
wish i had no sexual desires and could put these needs out of my mind and body.
making things more difficult.
insane hormones!
baby clothes washed.
have more to put in dresser.
have to write a birth plan.
read the parenting books.
so.
bored.
feel isolated.
hard to get anywhere from new place.
no car.
transport expensive and sparse.
when will i feel good again?
got to feel better.
have to.
for verity.
what.
should.
i.
do?
unhappy where i am physically, emotionally, mentally.
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